I am so fucking Happy my anti-depressants are on anti-depressants, or you aint as meta as me bitch!

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my celexa got upped to 40 mg a day. the resulting mess you get is an artificially energized mother fucker. it’s a funny idea to catch myself smiling for absolutely no fucking reason. i often find myself worrying that my facebook will suffer somehow. those of you who have grown accustomed to my more macabre times and, less adept to my manic moments. i worry for you. your lives are so empty that all you have is my own self destructive behavior to entertain you.

the pharmaceutical companies have us praying to doses of synthetic christ. children and, people so desperate to belong and disparaged when they don’t that they will swallow any cocktail you toss at them. all of us waiting for that special someone who will love us unconditionally……..Image

i cant think of much else to say at the moment so while i enjoy these fake feelings i advise you to do the same. before your dead grab someone, love the shit out of them then die….die…baby die

 

-nivek natnof

“Pain could be killed. Sadness could not, but the drugs did shut its mouth for a time.”
Colson Whitehead, Zone One

 

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